sakushii xahras

 *Note - I did not use the translation AT ALL for these (with the exception of a few sentences). These lyrics are actually based off of an event that’s happening in my life right now.

I’m lost

I have nowhere to go

I just hope you’ll stay away from me

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

This pain that you’ve given me

Burning through my blood

Slowly kills me

I’m no importance to you

I realize this now

And I know that you don’t need me

Ah, I remember that perfect day

You said those words

“I love you and I need you”

But over time

It became apparent you were lying

You were abusing my love for you

I was a fool

Now I am

I am sick of this pain

You were lying to my face

You told me that you loved but you only made me break

I wonder if you cared

But there’s not a chance out there

You never even loved me, a toy’s all I’ll ever be

I relive the pain you brought

Right across my face

You stabbed me in the heart

I’ve been trying so hard to forget

But memories come as dreams

No, they’re nightmares!

Ahh, Your fist impaled my chest

I lost all my breath

You acted like it was nothing

I wonder if you have guilty feelings

I know that I have hatred

Towards your existence

I despise you and your mother

THIS IS WAR

I know I’m stronger than this

And I don’t even miss

The way you would mistreat me and abuse like a hog

I’ll have you on your knees

As my skirt flaps in the breeze

I’ll give the same treatment that you gladly gave to me

Get ready to feel the pain

I’ll make sure that your heart is dead before I’m done with you

My love for you has turned to hate

I’m sorry, but you have to feel pain when you’re in a war

Eins, zwei, drei, vier!

A message that I’ve thought too much about,

Maybe it’ll reach someone, but who can say?

Certainly, I have always been this way,

A patched up and crazy Matryoshka doll!

A package that’s sung by a headache

Time may pass, but the hands are at the vier

Be sure not let just anybody know;

The world is turning upside down and I feel it move.

Ah, I feel broken.

What do I remember, where did it happen?

Ah, how I want to know

To the deep down

AMU, WELL

If you please, dance more and more!

Kalinka? Malinka?

Just play the chord!

What should I do about feelings?

Can’t you tell me, just a teeny tiny bit?

Loud and clear, now, fünf zwei vier!

Furoido? Keroido?

Just hit the key!

Everything, all’s to be laughed at!

Hurry, dance with all of your foolishness!

Clap your hands, not entirely childish

And listen to this purposely-insane song

Certainly, I don’t even care either way

The warmth of the world is melting away.

You and me are going on a rendezvous?

Rendezvous? Oh, a rendezvous?

Or maybe going on an adventure, ooh?

With a crooked gait, let’s go, 1 2 1 2!

Ah, I’m ready to burst

Are you gonna catch every part of me?

Ah, and with both your hands

Go catch me for me!

AMU, WELL

Listen to me! It’s important!

Kalinka? Malinka?

Just pinch my cheek, please!

I just cannot control myself

Shouldn’t we do more amazing things?

Pain and hurt, but no! Don’t you cry!

PAREIDA? MAREIDA?

Just clap some more, now

Wait is what you say! Matte, Matte!

Wait, before we drop this one!

You and me are going on a rendezvous?

Rendezvous? Oh, a rendezvous?

Or maybe going on an adventure, ooh?

With a crooked gait, let’s go, 1 2 1 2!

Yai? Yai?

Down with a sickness?

Yai? Yai?

Listen to our song!

Yai? Yai?

See how today

I’m a patched-up, crazy

Matryoshka doll!

Ne, ne, ne

If you please, now, dance more and more!

Kalinka? Malinka?

Just play the chord!

What do I do about feelings?

Can’t you tell me? Just a teeny tiny bit?

Loud and clear, now! fünf zwei vier!

Furoido? Keloido?

Just hit the key, now!

Everything, all’s to be laughed at!

Hurry, hurry, now you can’t dance anymore!

Smoochu, smoochu, ahaha-aiaiaaaaahaha!

Smoochu, smoochu, ahaha-aiaiaaaaahaha!

(Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah etc.)

We are gonna make your heart go “BYUUN-BYUUN”!

(Yeah yeah yeah! Etc.)

When I realized it, I said to you “Good Morning”

While I had been unaware, drowsiness had invaded my mind

(Ahh, ooh, ahh, ooh)

While I am busy with those silly “huggy” words

I get lured in by those words

(You realize you are very stupid?)

I seriously got hooked in!

I don’t think that I’m going to make it through

This hopeless moment that is coming on me

By something that came to me in a flash

I instantly gave up!

“BAKA, BAKA, BAKA”!

What is it that drives you so much? (Ooh, ooh ooh, Drives you so much!)

Let’s take off to the unknown world around us

Give a ride to hopes!

“BAKA, BAKA, BAKA”!

Aren’t there so many other things that you can do? (Ooh, ooh, ooh, Many other things!)

Crying, and laughing, and being angry

Just leave it to us!

So I’m gonna make into my color!

(Ah ah ah ahh ah ah ah ah ah etc)

(Yeah, yeah, yeah! Yeah yeah yeah! Etc.)

Sleeping soundly, I dream a little dream

About you here next to me.

I didn’t feel the tears come pouring down my cheeks

Silently, peacefully

I have hidden these heart-wrenching throbs

That beat inside of my softly pulsing chest

Last night, Good night

Last night, Good night

Tonight I’ll hold

Your hand so tight

And fall asleep

It feels so right

Last night, good night

It would be nice if I could just once more

Spend the night and morn beside you

And I just wish that even such a small hope

Can turn into a miracle

As it is, I can’t convey such things

So I cannot make myself say one goodbye

Last night, good night

Last night, good night

Even if this longing voice fades

The melody will still remain

Last night, good night

Last night, good night

And when I think the end is near

And you’ll return to my bedside

That’s when I hope the sweet night sky

Will keep your smile on your sweet face

Last night, good night.

Honey, Honey!

Honey, Honey!

Honey, it feels so good to know you love me

I will return to you those feelings

And we will love each other for e~ver!

Honey! My heart is beating faster whe~n I see you

And from the look in your eyes, I see it’s the same for you.

Brighter than the moon and the sta~rs,

Our love is a lasting thing

And in my sweet serenade,

I hope that you will see~

That you’re my honey-honey!

Text me on my cell phone

Send me a heart and I will send the same thing!

Send me an instant message full of love,

Like the sweet poems deep inside my heart

Cuz you’re my honey-honey!

Love written in words

Al~most exciting as~ the real thing!

My heart is yours, and yours is mine

For ever!

Oh you’re my honey, sweetie, you’re my honey.

Honey, Honey!

Honey, Honey!

Honey, it feels so good to know you love me

I will return to you those feelings

And we will love each other for e~ver!

Honey! I know you’ll love even if we are apart

Cuz the look in your eyes tells me this is just the start.

And when I’m having a bad da~y

You know what makes me happy

It is just so amazing

To know that you love me!

Now tell me, Honey-Honey

Text me on my cell phone

Send me a heart and I will send the same thing!

Send me an instant message full of love,

Like the sweet poems deep inside my heart

Cuz you’re my honey-honey!

Love written in words

Al~most exciting as~ the real thing!

My heart is yours, and yours is mine

For ever!

Oh you’re my honey, sweetie, you’re my honey.

Honey, honey!

Honey, honey!

Why do I sing these pointless songs?

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

I just sing without knowing the real meaning

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

I ran off so I’d find answers to my questions

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Even though I already knew there was nothing that I could find out anymore

Come, let us sing, let us dance, let us celebrate

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Let us yell, let us shout, let us run all about

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Get the dog, get the cat, get the cow, get the rat

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Come, let us go insane, let us sleep till we rot

And we’ll never awaken again, come

Rules are the thing that I hate the most

‘Cause I do not like being bonded down

So I ran away to escape them all

Forgetting all about the consequences

I just really hate being ordered around

I just wanted to be just a bit evil

I sneak out of my around just around midnight

And I run through the town for all of the day

“What in the world am I living for?”

Is what I asked to the little stray cat

The stray doesn’t answer my question

It just looks at me with its scarlet red eyes

I swallow coffee though I cannot drink it

Then I looked up at the cloudy sky

What can I do right at this moment?

I don’t even kno-ow that!

So I scream out my song, I don’t know for how long

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

I scream without knowing what I’m screaming

‘Cause Paradichlorobenzene

So tell me, are you really satisfied?

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

If you break the rules will something change?

Because I really don’t know

I don’t care who, I just want to tell someone

‘Cause Paradichlorobenzene

I pretend to be justice that fights down evil

‘Cause Paradichlorobenzene

I use justice as shielding to relieve some stress

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

And the people around me, they are so silly

They don’t realize my simple acting

Is there any meaning to this song?

There is no meaning to this song.

Is there any sinning to this song?

There is no sinning to this song.

Benzene: Does it have meaning?

Benzene: It has no meaning.

Benzene: Is there any sin?

The meaning to this song is: Benzene.

Suddenly I begin to realize that all of what is hypocrisy

What value do I have living?

The stray cat died when it drowned in the stream

I throw away my empty coffee cup and I stare silently

Into the gray sky

What am I doing right now?

I don’t even know the answer to that

I don’t know anything anymore!

So you laugh in my hatred, you laugh in my jealousy

Paradichlorobenzene

So I push you away, and I drive you away,

Ohh, Paradichlorobenzene

I am right and you are wrong

Ohh, Paradichlorobenzene

I’ll envelope in darkness and disappear

Till there’s nothing left of me

Come, let us sing, let us dance, let us celebrate

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Let yourself get immersed in jealousy

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Myself, yourself, and everything else

Ohh, Paradichlorobenzene

Come, let us go insane, let us sleep till we rot

And we’ll never awaken again, come

Lyrics: Sakushii Xahras

Originally Sung By: Len and Rin Kagamine

Gently like a butterfly, my love for you flies in my heart.

Inside of us we both know this was meant to be from the start

Even though it’s not the normal adolescent love affair

I believe our loving hearts could take us anywhere

Silently you wrap fingers around mine

I know I’ll love you till the end of time

Your hair falls around my face and then we kiss

And now I know that I am sure of this

Hold me and tell me that we’re fine

Even though our love isn’t right

Because I know that you are the one for me

Darling, please hold me

Even though it’s wrong

Our love is still so very strong

And I know that deep inside; you know it ‘s true,

You are the other half of me

Gently like a butterfly the wings of love beat down on me

I am in love with the way you beat those eyelashes at me

I will hold you in my arms and keep you till the end of time

I’ll let everybody know that you’re completely mine

Silently you wrap fingers around mine

I know I’ll love you till the end of time

Your hair falls around my face and then we kiss

And now I know that I am sure of this

Hold me and tell me that we’re fine

Even though our love isn’t right

Because I know that you are the one for me

Darling, please hold me

Even though it’s wrong

Our love is still so very strong

And I know that deep inside; you know it ‘s true,

You are the other half of me

(Instrumental)

Silently you wrap fingers around mine

I know I’ll love you till the end of time

Kiss me and let me know that you are still mine

Because of you I am so sure of this

Hold me and tell me that we’re fine

Even though our love isn’t right

Because I know that you are the one for me

Darling, please hold me

You are everything

I know I owe it all to this

Magnetic love that we both share

You know it’s true,

You complete me, so

Hold me oh-so tight

Let me know that we are all right

Because I know that this magnet of my heart

Will always lead to you

So grab my hand

Let’s run away from this wasteland

And let our love completely take over us

And we’ll start over, new again

 Original lyrics: Ryuusei-P

Composer: Ryuusei-P

English Lyrics: Sakushii Xahras

Just be friends.

All we gotta do, just be friends.

It’s time to say goodbye.

Just be friends.

All we gotta do, just be friends.

Just be friends, just be friends.

I thought of it just yesterday, as I awoke from sleep

I wondered why it was a memory I thought I’d keep

Why do I feel so shattered inside?

Why do I feel my heart’s about to override?

I wonder why we decided we want to go through this

Inside I already knew just what I had to do

And the most painful choice would be the one that would go through

I can’t believe that I am doing this

But maybe we could have just one last kiss

Before we end the love that we have shared for all our lives

Inside this slowly decaying world of my self depression

I try to tell you our parting is overdue

But you don’t even listen

I’m so tired of this and

I want to pull the plug

I shouted until I couldn’t breathe and

You still wonder what I am trying to say

And there was nothing left inside me

When the chains were gone

But in the cold night air the echo

Of my shouting stays

I thank the fate that allowed us to meet

But we’re done for if we keep acting this way

“So this is how it is…” I mumbled

As I felt the cold damp tears of somebody else’s eyes

Come pouring down my cheeks

All we gotta do, just be friends

It’s time to say goodbye, just be friends

All we gotta do, just be friends,

Just be friends, just be friends

I realized yesterday during the tranquil, loving night

Even if we keep going it just will not feel so right

The flower of our love is falling apart

The wilted petals peel away from my broken heart

It won’t decay much more because our time is frozen still

I remember the month and season of the day we met

And the sweet smile upon your face, with no sign of regret

But now all we do is bring up old issues

That slowly break more than we think true

Our hearts are full of thorns we can’t detach without bleeding

And as we go on with this dull uncaring love affair

I’ve just decided we’re not going anyway

Just know I still love you, and I want to be with you

But hear my words now:

The rain pours down inside of my mind and

I’m left standing stunned and with blurry vision

And I’m ready for the painfulness

But I just can’t speak

And I just hope you get the message that I try to say

The bond that has held us together slowly

Fades away and breaks away with every passing day

Goodbye my sweetheart, it is over, and I’m so sorry

We have to leave without turning back

It’s all over from here

And just one time, and just one time

If I could have my wish to come true

I’d be born again, I’d be born again

And I’d see you, smiling, laughing, happyyy~

I screamed at you with my dying voice and

Echo, echo, but my shouting is in vain

Nothing is left for me from now on

But I wish you all of the happiness you’re able to find in your life

The bond that has held us together slowly

Fades away and breaks away with every passing day

Goodbye my sweetheart, it is over, and I’m so sorry

We have to leave without turning back

It’s all over from here

All of our love is overrrr~

All we gotta do, just be friends, just be friends~

It’s time to say goodbye, just be friends just be friends

All we gotta do just be friends

Just be frieeeends~

It’s time to say goodbye just be friends

J-j-just be friends

All we gotta do Just be friends

Just be frieeeeends!~

It’s time to say goodbye

JUST BE FRIENDS

Original Lyrics: Dixie Flatline

English Lyrics: Sakushii Xahras

Composer: Dixie Flatline