sakushii xahras

 *Note - I did not use the translation AT ALL for these (with the exception of a few sentences). These lyrics are actually based off of an event that’s happening in my life right now.

I’m lost

I have nowhere to go

I just hope you’ll stay away from me

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

This pain that you’ve given me

Burning through my blood

Slowly kills me

I’m no importance to you

I realize this now

And I know that you don’t need me

Ah, I remember that perfect day

You said those words

“I love you and I need you”

But over time

It became apparent you were lying

You were abusing my love for you

I was a fool

Now I am

I am sick of this pain

You were lying to my face

You told me that you loved but you only made me break

I wonder if you cared

But there’s not a chance out there

You never even loved me, a toy’s all I’ll ever be

I relive the pain you brought

Right across my face

You stabbed me in the heart

I’ve been trying so hard to forget

But memories come as dreams

No, they’re nightmares!

Ahh, Your fist impaled my chest

I lost all my breath

You acted like it was nothing

I wonder if you have guilty feelings

I know that I have hatred

Towards your existence

I despise you and your mother

THIS IS WAR

I know I’m stronger than this

And I don’t even miss

The way you would mistreat me and abuse like a hog

I’ll have you on your knees

As my skirt flaps in the breeze

I’ll give the same treatment that you gladly gave to me

Get ready to feel the pain

I’ll make sure that your heart is dead before I’m done with you

My love for you has turned to hate

I’m sorry, but you have to feel pain when you’re in a war

Eins, zwei, drei, vier!

A message that I’ve thought too much about,

Maybe it’ll reach someone, but who can say?

Certainly, I have always been this way,

A patched up and crazy Matryoshka doll!

A package that’s sung by a headache

Time may pass, but the hands are at the vier

Be sure not let just anybody know;

The world is turning upside down and I feel it move.

Ah, I feel broken.

What do I remember, where did it happen?

Ah, how I want to know

To the deep down

AMU, WELL

If you please, dance more and more!

Kalinka? Malinka?

Just play the chord!

What should I do about feelings?

Can’t you tell me, just a teeny tiny bit?

Loud and clear, now, fünf zwei vier!

Furoido? Keroido?

Just hit the key!

Everything, all’s to be laughed at!

Hurry, dance with all of your foolishness!

Clap your hands, not entirely childish

And listen to this purposely-insane song

Certainly, I don’t even care either way

The warmth of the world is melting away.

You and me are going on a rendezvous?

Rendezvous? Oh, a rendezvous?

Or maybe going on an adventure, ooh?

With a crooked gait, let’s go, 1 2 1 2!

Ah, I’m ready to burst

Are you gonna catch every part of me?

Ah, and with both your hands

Go catch me for me!

AMU, WELL

Listen to me! It’s important!

Kalinka? Malinka?

Just pinch my cheek, please!

I just cannot control myself

Shouldn’t we do more amazing things?

Pain and hurt, but no! Don’t you cry!

PAREIDA? MAREIDA?

Just clap some more, now

Wait is what you say! Matte, Matte!

Wait, before we drop this one!

You and me are going on a rendezvous?

Rendezvous? Oh, a rendezvous?

Or maybe going on an adventure, ooh?

With a crooked gait, let’s go, 1 2 1 2!

Yai? Yai?

Down with a sickness?

Yai? Yai?

Listen to our song!

Yai? Yai?

See how today

I’m a patched-up, crazy

Matryoshka doll!

Ne, ne, ne

If you please, now, dance more and more!

Kalinka? Malinka?

Just play the chord!

What do I do about feelings?

Can’t you tell me? Just a teeny tiny bit?

Loud and clear, now! fünf zwei vier!

Furoido? Keloido?

Just hit the key, now!

Everything, all’s to be laughed at!

Hurry, hurry, now you can’t dance anymore!

Smoochu, smoochu, ahaha-aiaiaaaaahaha!

Smoochu, smoochu, ahaha-aiaiaaaaahaha!

(Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah etc.)

We are gonna make your heart go “BYUUN-BYUUN”!

(Yeah yeah yeah! Etc.)

When I realized it, I said to you “Good Morning”

While I had been unaware, drowsiness had invaded my mind

(Ahh, ooh, ahh, ooh)

While I am busy with those silly “huggy” words

I get lured in by those words

(You realize you are very stupid?)

I seriously got hooked in!

I don’t think that I’m going to make it through

This hopeless moment that is coming on me

By something that came to me in a flash

I instantly gave up!

“BAKA, BAKA, BAKA”!

What is it that drives you so much? (Ooh, ooh ooh, Drives you so much!)

Let’s take off to the unknown world around us

Give a ride to hopes!

“BAKA, BAKA, BAKA”!

Aren’t there so many other things that you can do? (Ooh, ooh, ooh, Many other things!)

Crying, and laughing, and being angry

Just leave it to us!

So I’m gonna make into my color!

(Ah ah ah ahh ah ah ah ah ah etc)

(Yeah, yeah, yeah! Yeah yeah yeah! Etc.)

Sleeping soundly, I dream a little dream

About you here next to me.

I didn’t feel the tears come pouring down my cheeks

Silently, peacefully

I have hidden these heart-wrenching throbs

That beat inside of my softly pulsing chest

Last night, Good night

Last night, Good night

Tonight I’ll hold

Your hand so tight

And fall asleep

It feels so right

Last night, good night

It would be nice if I could just once more

Spend the night and morn beside you

And I just wish that even such a small hope

Can turn into a miracle

As it is, I can’t convey such things

So I cannot make myself say one goodbye

Last night, good night

Last night, good night

Even if this longing voice fades

The melody will still remain

Last night, good night

Last night, good night

And when I think the end is near

And you’ll return to my bedside

That’s when I hope the sweet night sky

Will keep your smile on your sweet face

Last night, good night.

Why do I sing these pointless songs?

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

I just sing without knowing the real meaning

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

I ran off so I’d find answers to my questions

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Even though I already knew there was nothing that I could find out anymore

Come, let us sing, let us dance, let us celebrate

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Let us yell, let us shout, let us run all about

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Get the dog, get the cat, get the cow, get the rat

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Come, let us go insane, let us sleep till we rot

And we’ll never awaken again, come

Rules are the thing that I hate the most

‘Cause I do not like being bonded down

So I ran away to escape them all

Forgetting all about the consequences

I just really hate being ordered around

I just wanted to be just a bit evil

I sneak out of my around just around midnight

And I run through the town for all of the day

“What in the world am I living for?”

Is what I asked to the little stray cat

The stray doesn’t answer my question

It just looks at me with its scarlet red eyes

I swallow coffee though I cannot drink it

Then I looked up at the cloudy sky

What can I do right at this moment?

I don’t even kno-ow that!

So I scream out my song, I don’t know for how long

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

I scream without knowing what I’m screaming

‘Cause Paradichlorobenzene

So tell me, are you really satisfied?

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

If you break the rules will something change?

Because I really don’t know

I don’t care who, I just want to tell someone

‘Cause Paradichlorobenzene

I pretend to be justice that fights down evil

‘Cause Paradichlorobenzene

I use justice as shielding to relieve some stress

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

And the people around me, they are so silly

They don’t realize my simple acting

Is there any meaning to this song?

There is no meaning to this song.

Is there any sinning to this song?

There is no sinning to this song.

Benzene: Does it have meaning?

Benzene: It has no meaning.

Benzene: Is there any sin?

The meaning to this song is: Benzene.

Suddenly I begin to realize that all of what is hypocrisy

What value do I have living?

The stray cat died when it drowned in the stream

I throw away my empty coffee cup and I stare silently

Into the gray sky

What am I doing right now?

I don’t even know the answer to that

I don’t know anything anymore!

So you laugh in my hatred, you laugh in my jealousy

Paradichlorobenzene

So I push you away, and I drive you away,

Ohh, Paradichlorobenzene

I am right and you are wrong

Ohh, Paradichlorobenzene

I’ll envelope in darkness and disappear

Till there’s nothing left of me

Come, let us sing, let us dance, let us celebrate

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Let yourself get immersed in jealousy

‘Cause of Paradichlorobenzene

Myself, yourself, and everything else

Ohh, Paradichlorobenzene

Come, let us go insane, let us sleep till we rot

And we’ll never awaken again, come

Lyrics: Sakushii Xahras

Originally Sung By: Len and Rin Kagamine